Are You Real?


A person whom I do not know nor have I seen has traversed my existence

Like a specter she has cause me fear and wonderment as to her actuality

Is she real or a dream my mind concurred up to bring me bewilderment


I fear her reality for I then must open myself to joy

I fear her reality for I then must open myself to pain

I fear her reality for I then must open myself



I wonder in her for I then can again feel joy

I wonder in her for I then can again feel pain

I wonder in her for I then can again feel



With every moment of each day I live in a state of anxiety

For I want to know if she is real yet that is beyond my control

My life is no longer my own as I exist in this uncertainty

She has come into my life and yet she is ever so distant


Will I survive by the time I know

Pride vs. Ego











Pride vs. Ego


I am what I am, I cannot change what I am and I am proud of what I am for there is no other like me
I am what I am and proud that is am as good as I am for there is no one better

All praise and glory be to God for without him I would be not
I have risen from the pits and placed myself upon the all high due to my strength

In order for others to love me I must first love myself
I love me some me and you can’t help but to love me

I will give what I can to help others if I can for we all have needs
I gladly give to others for I enjoy helping those less fortunate than I

I have helped and nothing is owed
I helped you and you know owe me

I am just an average person with average means
I am always being followed and watched and copied

Pride in ones self is necessary and it allows ones beauty to shine brilliantly
An ego can cause great beauty to shine repulsively